At a complete loss.

I don't think we could have played any worse. After we fell apart against BCS on Saturday I really hoped we would have a great match against them tonight. We even practice for them yesterday. I can't say I'm completely suprised. I told the girls after the first game that they seem just content. Content to let a ball hit the floor, content to just play and not fight. In the second game we were right in there at 8-13. I called a time out. Then I called another timeout at 8-19. You know when they finally started playing? In the third game when we were down 9-24. We played hard and scored 4 more points before losing. Really? Lord, I'm at a complete loss. It's one of those nights I feel like I should quit coaching Obviously I'm not doing something right. But I have to remind myself of the eternal perspective. Does this game really matter? No. But my heart matters to God. And the hearts of the girls matter. I keep thinking about the Truth Project video last night talking about transforming our minds. That word for transform is metamorphoo and is only used two other times in the NT. One was the Transfiguration andthe other is in 2 Corinthians taling about when we will be transformed into His glory. I need transforming just as much as the girls do and that requires work on my part and on theirs.